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Futile

by Demogorgon

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Futile 12:29
Man is a useless passion It is meaningless that we live And it is meaningless that we die Looking out into an unfeeling world In a universe of indifference Feeling nothing inside But a longing of want Drifting through this curse called life Searching for meaning In a world of false smiles And faces, and feelings too The mask we wear crumbles away As we abandon all hope We bury our dreams like our dead And we forget them both in the end Why do we even struggle? Why do we stubbornly persist? In this exercise in futility That we call existence Broken promises and lies Buried dreams and hopes Betrayal, deceit and failure It is these we master, and makes us who we are We struggle against the inevitable We fight to live one more day We harm, wound and kill Thinking our lives matter more In the cesspool of humanity We are all equal in our filth In the grand scheme of the universe We are all equally without worth All achievement is void In the face of eternity Nothing that you do Ultimately matters in the face of your doom In futility We make our plans As the infinite simply laughs Pain and suffering Hate, rage and misery The gifts we give ourselves The meaning is meaningless And the brightness is dark There is nothing awaiting us Just the end of all we are Reaching into the void Clawing for hope But there is nothing A sum that equals all What is a man But an empty shell Sustained on false hope As the veil is lifted and I see What I see haunts me and I must scream In futility We make our plans As the infinite simply laughs Pain and suffering Hate, rage and misery The gifts we give ourselves The meaning is meaningless And the brightness is dark There is nothing awaiting us Just the end of all we are Reaching into the void Clawing for hope But there is nothing A sum that equals all
2.
Waste 11:19
Drifting! Aimless through the sewage of life Refuse! Rotting on the garbage heap Squander! The essence of the gift of light Void! Any will to I have to carry on Disuse! My smile, heart and happiness Discard! My everything, my everyone Taken to the brink Taken to the ropes end Taken to the very edge Looking deep in the abyss I do not fear the dark Or the cold or the unknown I've grown to shy from the light And crawl deep into the hole The hole that is my shelter Built of ash and ruination Burned and blistered joys And all the good that once was I wrap myself in shroud of grief And lay me down in bed of faeces I worship at the feet Of a monument carved of nothings Flush me from this life Wallow in my filth As the sinners in the second ditch I crawl through shit But the seventh circle In the second round Is truly where I am bound In the murky dank of river Styx In mud that none would deign to spit Lying with the sullen I curse a God with deafened ears Broken, bent and beaten By the weight of my shame In weeping and in grieving I long remain Flush me from this life Wallow in my filth As the sinners in the second ditch I crawl through shit But the seventh circle In the second round Is truly where I am bound Flush me from this life Wallow in my filth As the sinners in the second ditch I crawl through shit But the seventh circle In the second round Is truly where I am bound
3.
Fruitless 12:28
I reap a harvest of sorrow Sown from seeds of despair Ploughing in a field of ash Watered by fallen tears The fruits of my labours Crumble in my mouth Leaving behind The taste of bitterness Still I struggle on Cultivating A fruitless harvest A useless enterprise Rotten to the core Is the apple of life Molding and decayed Bereft of flavors Poisoned soil and earth Nothing grows Tree of life withers The roots rot away The doves starve and die As the vultures pick their bones A bitter flock A birdsong of woe In the fields I toil Broken back and spirits Suffering Under the weight of my failures The tree of life stripped of bark A gruesome scarecrow To hang from dying branches The scythe slices through The fields of woe and shame And leaves behind A desolation And there is poison in the soil And the air is choked with death The sun never shines here And the only rain is tears And there is mold and rot It drives deep into the roots It infects all I am and see And it all falls away I dig into the earth Leaves of the tree life falling around me The hole goes deeper and deeper Down into my own Hell What light remains fades away As I dig myself into my grave If you should find this field of mine Fill this hole and leave me in my failure The tree of life stripped of bark A gruesome scarecrow To hang from dying branches The scythe slices through The fields of woe and shame And leaves behind A desolation I reap a harvest of sorrow Sown from seeds of despair Ploughing in a field of ash Watered by fallen tears The fruits of my labours Crumble in my mouth Leaving behind The taste of bitterness Still I struggle on Cultivating A fruitless harvest A useless enterprise
4.
Hopeless 11:15
Of the plight of Sisyphus Is the melody of life Rolling rocks up a hill Only to be buried and start again In the age of hopelessness When everything decays We sing the songs of misery We write an endless tragedy Reaching out for something Reaching out for anything Clawing desperate in the dark We scream our torments We spin our web of lies As God and the Devil Avert their eyes We sell our souls We auction our dignity Our minds are bought With Charons currency We have bred a monster A beast of base desire Fed perpetually On the ashes of the old world In the constant hysteria As we feed on each other With the honor of thieves Of wolves among the sheep The worlds on fire The ashes choke the air And yet we stoke the flames Of our own despair Rend the world in discord Chaos abounds In a sea of enmity We drown The false messiah The grifter and the cheat Bleed us of our worth And sneer at us We weep and gnash our teeth And wallow in our grief Of the hell we have made And have the nerve to beg for sympathy The hypocrite and fraud The poisoners of minds They deepen the dissonance And widen the divide They build their castles On the spoils of our ruin And moat their palaces With the spilled blood of their followers Reaching out for something Reaching out for anything Clawing desperate in the dark The voice of reason Scourged and crucified On a cross of rage Crowned with thorns of derangement As the vultures Claw and fight one another Desperate for the scraps Of the corpse of virtue As if any of this matters As if we could make a difference The worlds on fire The ashes choke the air And yet we stoke the flames Of our own despair Rend the world in discord Chaos abounds In a sea of enmity We drown The false messiah The grifter and the cheat Bleed us of our worth And sneer at us We weep and gnash our teeth And wallow in our grief Of the hell we have made And have the nerve to beg for sympathy
5.
Empty 09:40
There is no greater sorrow Than to recall past happiness There is no greater pain Than what we make I envy the blind man And the fool in his denial For they have hope And are sightless of the truth Jagged broken fingernails Claw at my arms Rend myself To feel anything Force misery on myself Heartbreak and loss A symphony of tragedy To cure the dryness of my eyes Rope burns and scars Adorn me A canvas of suffering A still life of my being Screams ring hollow Wounds bleed dry Cutting deepers Down to my soul Just as The void Of infinity am I Cold and empty And full Of dying light If the eyes Are the window To my soul Pluck them out Or shut them up For there is nothing there Absence of feeling No pain, no joy The emptiness inside me Eats me hollow Completely undone Ruined I become Behold! A man A brittle shell Just as The void Of infinity am I Cold and empty And full Of dying light If the eyes Are the window To my soul Pluck them out Or shut them up For there is nothing there
6.
Acceptance 10:22
I cross the threshold There is no turning back I walk alone On the final path Strewn before me Is the answer to what I seek My final hope My last salvation I walk with head bowed My eyes downcast Anointed with a crown Of my sins and heresy I make my ascent Unburden my despair The crushing weight Will soon be lifted Forgive me Seneca I have no courage The light of life Has burned away I climb the tree of life The hemp coiled in my hand I reach the highest branch And look down into ruin I've fought the darkness That eats at me But now I let go I'm ready to be free I see clearly I am at peace The cacophony of humanity Is now behind me What is one life To an unfeeling cosmos What is one death In the grand design I leave behind nothing As nothing do I have I take with me nothing As nothing am I As the mournful on Acherons shore I am ready for the final crossing Void me from the book of life Cast my page into the fire As I rot in the shell Of my humanity Trapped inside the prison Of my diseased mind I hold the key to my jail The price of freedom, high But it's one I gladly pay With the wages of my life From the tree The world I see Cold and empty Unbearably lonely From nothing we are born And to nothing we return Send the self back I'm coming home Cut the cord of life Rend the throat of vitality Crush the dream of hope Extinguish all light I take the final step Flying through the dark Downwards I descend There is no more slack to cut The cord of death Pulled tight The darkness comes for me No longer do I fight Do not mourn for me Shed no tears or cries of grief Over my life As I never wanted it What is one life To an unfeeling cosmos What is one death In the grand design I leave behind nothing As nothing do I have I take with me nothing As nothing am I I'm coming home...

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Futile is one of three albums written and recorded during the Great Plague of 2020.

Written to reflect a low point in the artists life, Futile is a record of darkness, hopelessness and depressed rage, heavily inspired by bands such as Shining and Mgła.

Fusing together Black Metal, Doom Metal and elements of Drone, Futile is a dark album to reflect the darkness of the artist at the time of writing.

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released November 17, 2020

All Instruments and Vocals Performed by - Demogorgon
All Music and Lyrics Written by - Demogorgon
Engineered, Produced and Mixed by - Demogorgon
Album Art by - Titian (Sisyphus) [Used under Creative Commons License)

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Demogorgon Melbourne, Australia

Demogorgon is a solo black metal project from Melbourne, Australia. Inspired by Gorgoroth, Emperor, Arch-Goat and Carpathian Forest.

With lyrical themes covering War, Satan, Death and Anti-Christian sentiments, Demogorgon's sole member writes black metal in the style that inspires him.
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